Los días de lluvia siempre me inspiran un poquito... Me dan ganas de ir a sentarme a tomar un cafe a una terraza o cerca de una ventana y pensar y/o escribir. Hasta ganas de pintar o dibujar me dan... Hasta me puse a leer Historia del Arte... estoy con un humor intelectual, muy inteligente.

I feel so - Box Car Racer

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

migraña

Querido blog,

Ya perdí la cuenta de los días que llevo con migraña, de los gastos de la semana, de los pendientes que tengo en la oficina y ya se me olvidó de qué más había perdido la cuenta. Qué desgracia... Mi cabeza es una maraña de cosas y ya ni sé qué son... i need a break... Encima de todo hoy llegó Evaristo... Pero bueno, no hay nada que no tenga solución...
Me acabo de tomar un buen Red Bull que espero que me ayude a sobrellevar esta tarde que estoy segura va a estar más ocupada que cien... Quizá piensen qué rayos hago escribiendo en mi blog si me quejo de lo ocupada que ando... es que es mi hora del almuerzo y como no estoy almorzando de todas formas decidí tomarme la hora para hacer algo personal... y he aquí esta pequeña entrada a modo de descargarme un poco antes del fin de semana...

ociosidad...

"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

i would be sooo nice to have something to break right now...

i started my day with this song today... i saw a vid about this new "sport" in Canada and Norway which consists in killing baby seals by whaking them on the head with a stick... God, it makes me sick and terribly sad how people can harm with no remorse to little creatures who can't defend themselves...

How Could This Happen to Me
Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can’t STAND the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t STAND the pain


*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain
What happened and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

rainy days and nights...

a little something I wrote last night...

It’s a rainy Wednesday night… listening to music to try to avoid this reality that bites in every chance it gets… so many things to worry about: global warming, social conflicts, freedom of speech, money, work, responsblities, family, friends, thesis, birthdays, gifts, shoes, food, gym, Christmas, New Year… it just won’t end…

God, I just want to run away sometimes… well, most of times… Today I figured out that what I can’t control (or think I can’t) what stresses me out the most. It’s like that Radiohead song, Creep, says: “I wanna have control – I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul”. Well I do want to have control or the illusion of it at least.

About the perfect body and soul I will not talk about right now…

This season becomes one of those periods in time in which I’d love to disappear and not deal with everything’s that going on around me.

But the thing is that even if you want you can’t escape from yourself… inside it can be just as noisy, if not noisier, that in the outside… sometimes, the simple things becomes the hardest. Getting out of bed takes for ever and I’m not gonna even mention how hard it gets to work.

A few moments ago I was outside with my arms open and with my face towards the falling rain and I prayed like I hadn’t done in a while… I prayed for everything to be alright, I prayed for me to have the strength to keep going, to keep fighting, to keep believing that everything will be ok.

But it’s hard though.

Días perros...

"Today is just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up... everything's fucked, everybody sucks..." - Breakstuff, Limp Bizkit.

Describamos muy someramente la situación:

Bolivia en este momento está en un momento cúspide de la estupidez que viene a ser la gestión del presidente Morales. Gente militante de su partido y/o simpatizante (también conocidos como los Poncho Rojos) de su "ideología" montó un show de lo peor torturando y matando a dos perros representando al Prefecto de Santa Cruz y al Presidente del Comité Cívico Pro Santa Cruz. Qué desgracia lo que pasa en este país!!! me muero de la pena y el dolor por los pobres animalitos que tienen que sufrir la mala suerte de caer en manos de gente tan ignorante que se cree que con estas acciones se la va a tomar en serio o van a infundir miedo... quien puta se creen??? Fuera de joda hay que hacer algo para evitar estas atrocidades!!!

Me parte el corazón el circo tragicómico en el que se convierte Bolivia tras cada dia que pasa... al menos a los romanos les daban pan y circo, a nosotros que nos dan? mas bien nos quitan el pan de la boca y encima nos indigestan con estas acciones... ya es el colmo...

Por otro lado, está el drama de Sucre. Para muestra basta un botón: http://www.eldeber.com.bo/

Encima seguimos con las protestas contra el IDH, la aprobación de la nueva Constitución en ausencia de la oposición.

Me asusta pensar en lo que pueda pasar... sé que es iluso pensar que las cosas se van a resolver de manera pacífica... porque la realidad es que no nos entendemos. Mucha gente del oficialismo esta cegada por el rencor, el odio, la envidia y sobre todo por la ignorancia. Empezando desde nuestro presidente que se ha convertido en el perro faldero del presidente venezolano Hugo Chávez. No hablaré de él en este momento porque se me sube la bilis más de lo que ya está.

No estoy segura de cómo vayan a darse la cosas... pero sí estoy segura de que estamos viviendo un momento histórico en la historia de este pobre país y los ojos del mundo están sobre nosotros.

hoy desperte temprano... vi que habia llovido y me alegré... acomodé mis cosas y emprendí el regreso al gym... después de no sé cuánto tiempo!!!
espero ser más constante esta vez... jejeje

I carry your heart with me...

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)